Slow Cooking

It's a sweltering 87 degrees in the office today. Dress clothing and heat do not mix very well. I'm deeply considering going outside to cool down.

Life has been strange lately. Lots of little oddities have been occurring, not sure how to take them.

I'm hungry.

I think I'll visit my brother's bench and grab a meal, maybe a coffee.

Tangled Webs

Oh the tangled webs we weave.

So the new person I was going to go have lunch with.... turns out to be a good friend's little sister. Have to love how small of a world it is sometimes.

Think I might separate myself from some people for a little time and focus on me. We will see how well that works considering how addicted to company I am, but I'm going to try at least.

The Long Path

I have found myself bogged down in the past. I hold onto things because I'm afraid that if I let go, I will no longer have anything. I'm terrified of being alone.

So I'm slowly trying to work out of my ways and branch out. Create new relations and open new paths.

I'm having lunch with someone new today. Don't really know how it's going to turn out because I fried my brain last night and and in kind of a groggy haze today. I really hope it goes well, but I'm more anxious for this than I remember being in a long time. Perhaps it's because I want to bad to impress her so much or maybe it's because the very small amount of information I've learned about her so far makes me think that we won't get along as well as I previously believed.

Regardless, this is a step towards something new I think. Hopefully, the new is what I'm looking for.