Went on a bender last night. Drank and took a bunch of pain pills. Not sure why I did it. I think I just wanted something different. Something immediate and out of the ordinary. Ended up not falling asleep until about 3am.
Had nightmares of cheating on my girlfriend.
My ex also mentioned that I am seriously the worst person she has ever met. I don't even want to get into why that is. Makes me a little sad that there is so much animosity there though.
Haven't had much of an appetite today. Probably due to all the crap I took last night. My teeth hurt, which tells me I drank waaaay too much. Going to not drink for a while now, but we will see how long this actually lasts.
Flying up to Reno. Extremely nervous about the flight.
